Every once in a while, i get extrememly doubtful thinking about my music career.
Eventhough, i am NOT close to being famous does that change the fact that i'm an artist, a writer, a music composer with aspirations and desires?
I don't know the answer, maybe you do but i don't.
There's a lot of things i feel like i'm naive in when it comes to music. I'm not going to name all of them, but there's a lot.
THE WORST THING, is that i don't have a circle of people around me who understand me. WHO Agree with my view on music and my goals. Who make different music, beats, engineer and that could help me. I have to do all this shit on my own and at times it's depressing. I don't have too many REAL opinions meaing there's a lot subjective opinions, which sucks. BUT i don't feel i'm ready yet but if i had this circle, i definitely could be.
SHIT is WACK. i'm going to elaborate more later. G2G.
~DOUBTFUL~
lol no i haven't seen the new 17 again movie yet. is it even out already?
ReplyDeleteand well at least you know what you want to do with your life. i keep changing what i want haha.
You have people who care. That is more than any engineer or music producer could give you. Attempt to try and stop doubting. Your music is inspirational....
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