Depressed Melody

Alone... Alone...

I ain't got nobody

Alone... Alone...

I ain't got nobody

I'm stoned... Stoned

I just want to feel somebody

Home... Where's home

When you ain't got nobody

The anxiety, depression creeping up behind me like a shadow

So where can I run? Where shall I go? My heart hollow and my words to shallow, pride already swallowed, and all I can do is wallow, in denial
And drink half of this bottle

With herbs already in my lungs
And thoughts of already being hung like a black man in 50's
But any attempt would be risky
Especially after some whisky
Well why is the devil wispering, tampering in my ear

telling me all the dark thoughts I would like to here

Where is my saint? My angel?
Where is my soulmate? Or my halo?

Impatient as fuck. My mind just needs to give up
Needs to leave me alone it's driving me nuts

Hearing too many voices, feel the flames burning my skin

But this is how it is being in my skin

Lost...

No button to pause...

Overeaction is just my reaction
Cause I feel no satisfaction
...

I am the new Michael Jackson

A fraction or any amount of subtraction from my imagination

Might heal this situation

Death

Alone... Alone...

I ain't got nobody

Alone... Alone...

I ain't got nobody

I'm Stoned... Stoned

I just want to feel somebody

Where's home... Home

When you ain't got nobody

I'm gone