Straight-Foward

Meloncoly Day.
Enough Elaboration.
Sometimes I Hate Life, Esclamation.
Get The Point.
Be Stressed, Pass A Joint.
Light Up Then, Make A Hit.
Using My Pain As The Anchor To My Shit.
If You Wondering That's Why I Spit.
Fuck School. Fuck Work.
Going Hard Is My Job.
In My Bed, Toss & Turn Like Door Knob.
Or A Porn Star.
I Was Born With Scars.
Born To Be On TV, Dancing With The Stars.
Fuck A Big House, Big Garage, Big Cars.
Give Me A Studio & The Closest Bitch To Perfection.
So My Life Can Be Making Music & Fucking With No Protection...
Happy Ending...

What you think, cover material??

P.S. I got the second performance video, but personally i'm ehh about it.
I'm a write a WHOLE lot more tomorrow. So much more to mention.
~Jam Out~

Game Time

So this is spontaneous writing. Just going off with just happened...
"It's Game Time." 4th quarter. Off season. Where niggaz become MEN and MEN become champions.

I dead ass love basketball and the last two years have just really, made me re-fall in love with it. When you get discouraged and people shit on you, don't believe in you, it really leaves a bad taste in your mouth. Like on some "fuck this shit" type shit. BUT dead ass i love ball and although i hate these basketball teammates of mine sometimes, i love them. O.D. hard. I can't believe on Monday there will be no practice. i don't know what I'm going to do with myself. It's a rap. It's just over. (snaps finger, blinks eye) Like that.

So REWIND: We lost today, a game i knew from tip-off we were going to lose. Swagger, confidence, hunger was not there. AT ALL. we won the chip and MOST of them were satisfied. YEA, people may have WANTED to win but they didn't SHOW IT, PLAY LIKE IT.

I know i'm like the last man on the team, but it's different now. MY TEAMMATES ARE STILL BETTER THAN ME, but there's not this gap anymore because to a certain extent i know i can bus they ass. I know i'm NOT TOO FAR away from taking their spot and it makes me FURIOUS that i didn't even get a chance. Coach was right at the beginning of the season, i wasn't ready at all BUT life, college, basketball get you use to the shit.
I KNOW FOR A FACT when i go to a park i will BUST some ASS o.d. hard that people that are going to guard me will fucking need surgery or some lotion in their asshole.

TRUE STORY.

Anyway, WE LOST by like 15 or something. I hit a three. WOOOHOOO, well kind of. I rather hit the fucking game tying three and not the "hey let me put you in for 28 seconds before this year ends" 3. But whatever.

9games-16 points, No assists =( and like 6 rebounds. lol. Fuck it, i'm a scorer now.
Next year i'm doing both. I'm going to be what i use to be. ME!

Again, i love them man. NO YEAR will ever succumb this year. what i've been through and all that. but from here only one way to go.....

UP

so that's where i'm going. Game face on. Ready to take on life. ball. blogging and MUSIC. Oh yea and college. lmao. i forget i go to school sometimes.

It's a rap man.
MUSIC, Ball, MUSIC, BALL, MUSIC, BALL, Blog, Sex, MUSIC, BALL, MUSIC, BALL, Blog, Sex, Sex, Blog, Ball, MUSIC, MUSIC

Work and school will fit somehow. BUT that's going to be my life. WORD UP. I'm tired of being pushed over, criticized, and all that...

I hate being FAT t0o. i hate looking down and seeing this stomach, but i love who i am, 99 percent of the time. but I'm human. i make mistakes. but here.

A YO WORLD, I'm HERE AND HERE TO STAY...for a while at least.

so holla at me.
Jam Young
J-Mart
J Mo
Jonathan Martinez
Jon

All of me is here... the world is mine and I'm taking it. FROM HERE ON OUT.

It's game time. Join me, hate me, or watch me. BUT it's happening.

SHOUT OUT TO BC & Everybody.

17 days until the B-Day...

I'm out (might add later) beep

LIGHT (Night) II

Upstate, yall. 7hours. Fell asleep. I hate Mcdonalds. WE CHILLEN.
Had some bangin pizza. In the hotel =)
~Jam Out~ (write later, coach is o.ding) CHAMPS

Why?

Am I up?
I hate YOUTUBE. AHHH

Nail Bitter

Well the Knicks pretty much won, well pretty easily. lol. Not really much to say there. It was fun. Free popcorn. Cotton Candy. Old pals (woa). THE best part of the night, deadass, was when the Knicks Rookie aka The Rooster aka #8 aka Gallineri (don't know how to spell his name) did some
EXTRA SHIT....
Fake, shake and bake... Swoosh. Right in the defender's face. I WAS HYPED. lol. Had some of a beer too. Didn't feel like having my own. Had 2 Chimichangas, lol, mad good, mad small but it was LATINO NIGHT.

ONE DAY: I will rep for my spanish people and perform at MSG at half time, word? YEA, word.
Although i COULD die happy STILL so much more to do. WATCH the video i posted on the early entry. Charles killed it. Ill band. ILL Carson Daily show.

So the knicks won by four. Nice dunks here and there. MAD fast paced. Terrible Defense and offense. Lol. I miss my team. Hopefully Rich does some Gallineri impersonation and we play on saturday. LLLLLLOOOOOOOONNNNNGGGG trip so i got to write a "go away" entry.

Illy. (another inside joke, JULIAN!!)
Waiting for youtube to upload my video... lol.
Well i was type bored and been hearing MAD freestyle videos, so FUCK IT.
I'm an artist, i can do it too. I tried to go HARD but i'm a songwriter. Nah mean?

There you go!

P.S. If yall too lazy too see the first video of charles here's the second one, but i like the first one better.
P.P.S. More Poetry coming soon.


AHHHHHHHH ~Jam Out~

The spotlight...

O.D. =D
Basically, that's part of the reason i live, the spotlight.
The mic. The passion. The drive. The love. The success. The chances of tragedy.
Influence. Inspiration. Aspiration. Legacy. Legend. Life.
MUSIC. Watch the video below... This what i want to do one day SOOOOONNNNN soo BAD!
It's ill, trust me, just check it out.
AND..I THINK...I THINK... I Can...Be happy being HALF-Famous. =) Yay boy.


F.Y.I-Goal of the month 100 entries by my birthday...Oh believe me, i'll make it. Won't be short either like on some hi/bye shit (inside joke...JULIAN!)
Might take my laptop upstate with me to the game. SO you'll DEFINITELY be hearing from me.

OH and my game will be online at like 6 on friday. Just go to the NCAA website and d3i think. Who wants to see Jam on tv, on the bench looking fly? I DO, I DO (chant)
~Out~
De-FENSE
EDIT: Going to post a birthday list soon. Won't be toooo long. i don't know if intangible things will be on it.

Prayer

Yes, i'm deadass about to pray on my blog.
"I'm not really religious but i got to have faith" -Jam Young "Reality Check" from Most Likely II Succeed

Shout out to the cheerleading team for winning their fourth straight competition!
DYNASTY!!!

Yo mad crazy shit's been happening. Can't really explain it at all. Something's definitely missing for sure but i'm not dwelling on it, or the negative. It just makes me mad that people complain but yet push you away. What? Huh? Yea, it's exactly what it says. You decided something and you face the consequences. No, if ands or butts. AND if you try to hurt me, then i already know what kind of person you are, so why would i bother, seriously?
I've been dumb long enough.

Phew, now that, that's over. Here we go...
(wait) here this song while we pray

okay now...

Thank you god for everything you've given me and everyone else. Positive and Negative. You've blessed many of us (especially me) with some incrediable abilities and talent to show off to the world. Help me continue to be persistant, loved, and successful. I owe my being to you and so much more. I know i don't always "pray" to you but i do BELIEVE in you and think that without you i wouldn't have accomplished what i have. Difficulty is an everyday challenge and will always be something i will have to face from the people closest to me, especially. I just feel blessed although i feel weird and incomplete. I know, i was born to do something special. Everyone is. So guide is into the light... and watch over us through the night...

AMEN.

yea, i just dead ass prayed while a Journey song was playing on my blog, but fuck it.

~Jam Out~
P.S. My "Girlfriend's Cover"

Then her "Boyfriend's Photoshop Picture" (Thanks C-Star)
P.P.S. See if you can find JAM! lmao

AND hugo, for those who know him...

I'm Really Sorry

"Even I can't keep up with my transformation to fame." That's the line of the day.
Drake- "Best I Ever Had." That's the song of the week. FEEL GOOD MUSIC. I coined that.

I'm saying sorry basically because the tracks i was going to record aren't getting recorded this week basically because i have a basketball game at St. Lawrence aka Victims aka near the border of Canada. Yea! NCAA first round starts Friday, we out Thursday night.

Going to a knicks game tomorrow. Let's go Nate & Hughes. Holla. Write Mas Tardes. =)
getting my Spanish up!

I promise that the songs WILL be done next week.

Fast & Furious...

First snow days in ages and I'M AT SCHOOL... (you could imagine how i feel, thus the title)
So yes, my school stayed open
SUCKS
Today is good for these things:
1)Relaxing
2)Watching Movies in bed with someone
3)Drinking Hot Chocolate
4)Making Love ALL DAY(may not be possible but you can do it a few times)

Call me a pervert for the last one but fuck it
" I Say the shit you're afraid to say
that's why for me there's only one way, UP"

Spiderman needs his "MJ" and Jam needs his "PB"
On the web and got bread but no spread =/
{Don't want to get into my anger..........................................}

~Jam Out~

R.I.P Dr. Suess (Today was his birthday, not his death date)

Let the March Madness begin... VA here we come!

21days until the B-day...(uh-oh, nervous)

No Words Can Describe The Feeling Of Infintity...

Need i say more.... Brooklyn We go HARD!

One of three performance videos...(thanks D & C =)...

I think everything above sums it all up...Champions
(music plays...We are the Champions, my friends...)

09 has already brought some crazy shit in my life and i think i need more (positive) crazy shit to happen. WOW. I'm really in a HIGH ON LIFE type mood.
PLEASE LISTEN TO THE SONG BELOW. PLEASE, if you care about me...
It's just feel good music.


Will write more when i wake up~Jam Out~

P.S. YALL CAN'T TELL ME NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EDITTell Baruch this... WELCOME TO HEARTBREAK
"I left before they even cut the cake, welcome to heartbreak"

And then tell em that we're number ONE

P.P.S
4 real i keep saying this but if i died tomorrow, i can say in 18years i've done shit people haven't done in a lifetime. AND to be o.d. truthful, if i did die, i hope i influenced some of you guys in an amazing way. YOU GUYS INSPIRE ME, to INSPIRE.
ONLY other thing i could ask for was a girl and a best friend for this moment. A best friend to give me the biggest, gayest hug in the world and tell me "son, you fucking did it" and a girl, that i love and who also adores me, give me the biggest, realest kiss of my life. THEN MAYBE.. make love until i die. THEN GIVE ME A GOLD RECORD for my cd and it's a rap. lol. Literally

HISTORY IS MY HANDS