Recalculations: Countdown to school

As I attempt to take my first shower of the day I decide to blog... Hot ass fuck in a typical day in long island where I continously just lay on the couch, laugh, crack jokes, listen to "real" hip-hop music, attempt to smoke weed, get fat, and leave the house if once.
That's the setting. Oh and to add that there are only 3 fans in the house, no baby wipes, no A/C, not much food, my hunger strives are fucking out of control and confused. Tons of bugs with no bug spray.

Currently: listening to "How Fly" by Curren$y and Wiz Khalifa.

Should listen to some XV though. Anyway, I have several posts that are overdue that I can complete until I get access to a computer.

The plot thickens. I feel inspired yet dead in this point of time.

Hold on gunna take a quick shower lol...smelling like ass on top of shit n piss and dead skunk haha

Back. Not that you could know really. Just listening to some old school eminem. VINTAGE. 1996. Dope. For real. I think that's what discourages me for real. That and being with mike. Plus the fact that I was already feeling like my music is pointless is crazy. Than I know I CANT FLOW and I feel like that plus my lyrics are kinda wack. Idk. It's just wierd. Am I an oldschool soul, a new school mc, or a mold. Idk. Everything is just wierd. And I hate long island. Love my family but long island ugh! Lol.

Jam Young/Jonathan Martinez is a city boy for sure.

So I'm inspired to write but I don't want 2 write. Than no computer or porn lmao. Minus the porn part I don't care for it. There are MAD bugs.

We're about to eat a big ass meal. Pasta at ten at night not good.

But I love mike and my cousin manny is mad cool. Just kinda wish I had a shorty lol. Just comfort with. Talk to. Kiss. Try to have sex with. I say try because women are the ones who choose when sex can be done for the most part lol. Funny, demented but sooo true.
Then school is coming real soon. Ugh. Shit sucks lol. I just want to get lost. Sleep. Time. With what I want.

Whatever. Going to try feel better. Thank you everyone who reads this. Means soooo much.

Jam OUT!