Saturday, January 31, 2009

Realization

I just want to say on my last post i, um, O.Ded! Wow, i was tight. lol

Officially Tight

Yo, it's 5:32 a.m. yes check the motherfucking time of the entry and i am officially tight. This is bullshit. I have to be at work in exactly 1:27 mins. The best part is i find out at 12pm last night. Do you know how fucking mad i am right now? Tomorrow is a long ass day or should i say today. work.basketball. and then i was planning to go bowling with like 7 co-workers. Man but now i might not fuck that. Call me a drama queen and shit, dramatic, over the top and i'll say FUCK YOU, don't fuck with my sleep. I can survive one day with like 3/4 hrs, if i'm lucky but TWO DAYS. Yesterday i was tight cause i went to bed late and was going to the studio. Got up because i rather be tired and doing what i love (cause music is my life, then getting up for fucking school) got dressed and found out my session was cancelled, again. MAN FUCK THAT. How was i suppose to go back to sleep. Now i was so anxious around 12 that i didn't fall asleep until one. Then in my head i get o.d anxious and infuriated, and it's dumb hot in my house that i wake up at like 4 ish and guess what. I'm not falling back to fucking sleep cause i'm even madder that i'm losing sleep.
SELF FOR FILLING PROPHECY. MAYBE. But i'm tight.
So the kid that covered for me on tuesday asked me to open today. I told him i ain't really want to and shit and blah blah blah. But he texted me at 12 and tells me he's in jersey and if i'm taking the shift. I'm not saying he's an asshole but that's some dickheaded shit. 2 nights ago we were talking and i was like man i really don't want to do it, i'll do sunday though if you ask. THEN HE HIT ME UP AT 12 last night.
OFFICIALLY TIGHT.
And at this given point in time, if he were to read this blog entry, i truley don't give a fuck. It's different if I MESS WITH MY HEALTH but when someone else fucks with it, NAH brother. FUCK THAT.....

And on some O.D. to the second power grimey shit, i hope you don't sleep well.
Jam's fucking out.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Oh by the way...

(I'm a trendsetter)
Wassup Yall
Back on my blogging shit, for real. Couldn't come up with anything that I DIDNT use, in terms of rap/poetry so sorry yall. But enjoy what is below.


Oh K. Lol. I finally figured out how to get this retarded ass video of myself on the blog. Don't judge. BEING judgemental is not cool. It's music. It's fun. and it was new years. Anyway, I just thought i could share this with the people who follow theblog. Ya dig? Oh and by the way my cocky (5% of me) ego, wants to say that i am indeed a MOTHERFUCKING TRENDSETTER...
(had to get it out of my system)Phew.

Oh and watch the video below too. It's short. It's mad chill. I guess you could say that. It's funny but like a cute funny. Plus Jim Carey reminds me of my father.



And i got to add some Dave Chapelle shit. I had a convo the other day about something that reminded me of this so just check this shit out. WATCH ALL THE VIDEOS PLEASE!!!!!



AND THIS IS WHY I MISS DAVE AND LOVE WHITE PEOPLE.




Oh and by the way i sent an email to Charles Hamilton and he actually responded but said he probably wouldn't be able to do a callboration with me. Yup tough.
"Rejection is a sign of someone's imperfections" (just came up with that but it's not always true. the point is it is sometimes). I wasn't mad but i see you homie. I'll be there soon and we'll laugh about the email. lol.

MARCH 24 People! For some reason i think it will actually be possible. I'll tell you what the date means in the near future cause im a little mad my studio session got cancelled again, second time this week. Glad school is over but i got MAD SHIT to read over the next couple days. SUCKS. I know you guys are in the boat with me.

LAST. Shout out to everyone on blogspot. I'm glad you guys aren't slacking anymore. Julian. Tea chung. lol. Deville. Audrey. I like reading as much as i love writing. =)
~jAM OUT~

P.S. VOTE FOR THE BEST EMAIL. 3 DAYS LEFT.
P.P.S I love Christina Millian & Uma Thurman. Uma more though but only for my only private reasons.


P.P.P.S ALL MY OLDER GIRLS. 19 and ABOVE. LIsten to this song even if it's wretched. I dedicate it to you. lol.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I Am The Defintion of...

Swag-ger
–verb (used without object)
1. to walk or strut with a defiant or insolent air.
2. to boast or brag noisily.–verb (used with object)
3. to bring, drive, force, etc., by blustering.–noun
4. swaggering manner, conduct, or walk; ostentatious display of arrogance and conceit.
AND...
Cre-a-tive
–adjective
1. having the quality or power of creating.
2. resulting from originality of thought, expression, etc.; imaginative: creative writing.
3. originative; productive (usually fol. by of).
4. Facetious. using or creating exaggerated or skewed data, information, etc.: creative bookkeeping.

ha. ha.

Hey yall, i'm in school just chilling relaxing until i get kicked off the computer. WOW. Something smells good. Real good like some sort of spaggetti or some shit. Do i want subway, i don't know. Nothing really going on recently except school. Classes are alright. Nervous about English. I feel like if this is going to be my hardest english class, i got to somehow make it happen....call me crazy. Oh my team won on tuesday. 14-4 or 15-4. Whatever. I scored another 2 points. I'm trying to get it in while i can. FUCK IT. Still need an assist though. I led PSAL last year, i could at least get one, right? lol. I'm going to add an edit soon. Going to write something and post it up since i haven't in a while. LOVE YALL. Other bloggers and commenters and readers. FOR REAL.

P.S. I'm trying to get on Wikipedia, anybody now how?

AND THERE'S A NEW SURVEY. EVERYBODY PLEASE RESPOND!!!!! Want to get that done ASAP.
Omg February is almost here. Valentines Day is almost here. Vacation and Julian u o.d. on the intimacy thing. =) CHIllll homie. lol


P.P.S My man Charles Hamilton is coming out with a mixtape. February 13. Going to post it.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Obsession?

Why am i obessed with intimacy? What is it? Why do i need it?
I was just just watching Sex in the City (don't judge me, lol) and the whole episode was about three-somes. And it was kind of cool, idk, i'm not going to blog about my ideas on the topic. Anyway, the point is at the end, Mr. Biggs or w/e his name is was like me and my ex wife had a three some because we were looking for something, different. At the end Carrie goes i understand the point and thrill of threesomes but it's the intimacy that is a bitch.
And it's true. Cause people have sex all the time and shit but it's this stupid idea of intimacy that people need and that i'm obsesed with.

(Ladies don't judge me)
Read the previous entries & watch the video. WILD.
~Jam Out~

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Wow, Can You Believe This...

Watch this video. It's only a minute long but SO O.D.



Then read the last blog entry
~Jam Out~

Light Up

Hey yall,
the title is a little weird today basically because that's the only thing i could think of. I think it's interesting because i feel like it's a very "good feeling" type of term. It's positive, is what i'm trying to say. lol. I also thought i smelled the scent of marijuana on my hands today so i was like hmmm let's all just "light up." haha. Shout out to all my pothead friends, even though i am certainly not a pot head just a little off the edge. Couple screws loose at time.
Oh by the way I HATE FEELING NAIVE toward LIFE. Makes me want to fight somebody.
Anyway, yesterday was my first day of school. Yay and blah at the same time. I made my first class BUT i ended up in the wrong English 2 class. I am a delinquent. A smart, creative writing delinquent. Why was i never in special ed? That was a joke. I AM NOT retarded. If i was i don't think i would know anyway. Lol. Sorry retarded is so negative. So is special ed. Anyway, my philosophy class is cool. NO book, just a course, packet, and my BRAIN. AWESOME.
Oh by the way had some decent mexican food last night and a margarita? OMG am i turning into an alcoholic. 4 drinks in 5 days. I think that's a record for me.
WOW, i need to experience college more often. lol.
Today im waiting idk, 6 fucking hours doing nothing. I should be blogging about something really cool or sophisticated instead, i'm blogging about crap. How ingenious of me.
Anyway, i'm taking a logical math class. Cool? kind of.
Then i'm taking another Television and Radio class, eh. Feel missed place. Believe i'm the only freshmen and i feel like mass media illiterate. AGAIN, i just know how to write.
I should have called this entry, undecided. WEll maybe i'll write another one later.

It's berrylicious. lmao. Shout out to angelica with her blog. i just thought that was creative (your blog) and stupid funny to take.
AHHH MATH.

I'm just tired, hungry, and spazing.
Job stress.
Valentines Day is coming up
Super bowl.
Homework will eventually come.

OH and i have a midterm on my mother-fucking birthday, WOW.
I already know what i want though. I'll post it eventually. Haha.
Seven inches... LMFAO.

Later.

P.S. I need a color. Something that's me. Swauve. Not to shabby. he he shabby. I'm retarded. Woops. There i go again being entertaining, what am i rapper or something.

OH check out Kanye's kicks, i like this color.
(This is for audrey, fashionist =)



P.P.S. What's a twitter?
And what's APA style? I know MPA style but what's APA? Anybody know?
P.P.P.S.
http://www.yungdrew.com/2008/10/27/charles-hamilton-at-fader-fort-nyc-live-performance-video/ (Julian especially check this out!) I'm going to rip it better though. ha ha =)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

A Shot For Me (P.I.C)

Hey yall.
Haven't really made a cool entry like in a while, lol. Soo let's do a QUICK update. On Friday, which was actually an okay day, i had a game. The biggest game of the season. Baruch-undefeated in CUNY & #1 in the North, Brooklyn-undefeated in CUNY & #1 in the South. It was so big, my coach's old principal came from jersey to see the game. A guy from the Sopranos was there too. AS well as half the gym was filled with Brooklyn College fans. Shout out to yall. Could you imagine being the away team and hearing your name chanted as your up by 7 going into the locker rooom...
(reminisces) BRRRROOOOOOOOKKKKKLLLLLLLYYYYYYNNNNNN!!
LOl. That's what we heard. But in a thriller and a bullshit call. WE LOST. First game in the conference and first in 9 games. ITS CRAZY. The referee mad a terrible call with three tenths of a second, YES, Three tenths of a second. WOW. And the season continues....

Sooo yesterday, worked. blah, blah, blah. I bought a Wii Fit (AYO!)and i saw Mall Cop again but before that. I was hanging out with Julian aka C-Star aka Julez aka P.I.C (Partner in Crime), his sister, and his sister's bf. Wow. Some COOOOLLLL ASSS PEOPLE. We went to a discolsed Billard, lol, and had a couple drinks? What the fuck is a kamakazie? Idk. But i drank it. LOL. I know it had vodka and everyone else had one. What a terrible excuse, right? We spent almost 150 on food and drinks. Haven't done that in a long time, if ever. AND since we spent so much money and gave a good tip. Holla. DRINKS ON THE HOUSE.

(Roc boys theme, horns playing...) WE IN THE HOUSE, HOUSE, HOUSE
We in the house, house, house, (music fades)

Yea, i'm not going to lie. I was nervous but it's a part of growing up =). Isn't it. Damn, Jam conquering another level in life? Oh and i think it was called Soki or something like that.

I was pretty amazed. Shit was wild. For sure. Then we went to see Mall Cop (my second time but fuck it, i was living). It was still funny. Pretty good plot and shit i must say. I got to thank Julian, Meghan (sorry if i spelled it wrong, and julian's sister), and her bf. OH SHIT. I forgot his name. Lol. My bad. But good looks on the tickets and the drinks and shit. Made the week for sure. Fuck the rest of the bullshit. Too bad i couldn't come over. I woulda passed out ANYWAY. For real.

SO Tired. Even now. I couldn't sleep. Stayed up. SO here i am not many hours later. ha ha. I think i laugh a lot at myself and on the blog. Maybe too much. (WIERDO)

Today i need:
1)School Supplies
2)Prepare Mentally
3)Go Record Music
4)Haircut
5)Chill, maybe...

How was pineapple express??? I realllyyy waaannnnttt toooo buuyyy it and see it.

Oh for anybody in R.F.K reading this, i found my graduation videos on my aunt's computer. AGain shout to Julian, that poem was fire kid. Shout out to the teacher's. Yall deserved it for real. Everyone. I hope you guys know your appreciated by a lot of us everyday. I know it's nice to hear it face to face but just know i'm here. Complimenting. AND I peeped Byheny crying. I was going to text her but it was dumb late, not that she's probably up. I got love for her. Our anger and stuff. It was mostly my immaturity at the time, i'll admit it but she was still out to get me =) (teasing). lol.

Oh so know i got another question for my readers. I'm SOOOOO indecisive and i'm in need of a new phone. SO i'm posting the four i want and PLEASE help me choose. AND if ANYONE STILL HAS IDEAS ON A FAN EMAIL, let me know. Jamdreams@gmail.com maybe???? HMMMMMMm...


OKAY. so that's five. I found a couple more but that's the gist of it. I really want a slide, keyboard type shit. Like the first two, voyager and the glyde. Everyone has the voyager. SO i'm like ehhh and i haven't seen anyone with the glyde but then i'm like BLACKBERRY Storm. But if anyone has another cell phone idea with a slide keyboard, let me know. But which one out of the three??????????????????
And the reason i'm iffy about the storm is because i might get the iphone in a couple months and so if I HAVE two phones then i want a slide keyboard and the iphone. WOW, i sound selfish. i'm sorry but i'm asking. SO can anyone help out?

Oh and by the way i love but yet hate starbucks.

I keep swagger jacking stuff but i had to because i'm promoting my boy. C-Star. Check out his video and his cat. lmao.



Charles Hamilton - Song of the Week "Most Likely To Succeed" CHECK IT OUT!

Right before i go, I'm probably putting up this song called "My Ode" I couldn't think of a better title. But it's a remix of the Brooklyn Girls shit. Free download and i'll put it on myspace IF i get the okay from two more people.

(Re-Post, BK Girls -Charles Hamilton)



AND...

Have to finish with this. DUH.


Oh and since i'm feeling good. Well good but tired. Here's another one.


~Jam Out~

Saturday, January 24, 2009

PLEASE...

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Friday, January 23, 2009

B.O.M.B.S (Back on my blogging shit)

Wow, i'm going to bed. Just wanted to write a third entry. I been feeling kind of wierd. Down. Today went... well alright. Tomorrow, please be good baby. I need sleep so i'm outty. Miss my real blogger fans. Thanks Audrey for commenting =) (and carrie). Oh and school starts monday... uh oh or could be good. Just wanted to post Zits & my song of the week.

P.S. Omg Valentine's Day is around the corner!!!! Can you believe it? I bet people don't even care. Grr.

Charles Hamilton - Most Likely to Succeed
"Then there is me, using music as my therapy"