Is there a Doctor in the house?

Very strange song and video but i still kinda like it. Hope yall do too. Since i don't do a lot of talking on my blog anymore i'm just going to let my videos and whatever else i post speak for itself. And since my team DID not three peat in CUNY (we would be playing in 4 hours) we might need a doctor to seal up the wounds.

Can I Hit In The Morning?

Drake stole my raspy voice. Just for a fact, the original is just J. Cole but this shit knocks. I give the video 8 1/2 out of 10.

401: The FinaL OutlaW

Newest Song Produced by my homie Dj Puerto Roc and Final Outlaw on the vocals

http://hulkshare.com/3qtewtxd4kbz


http://hulkshare.com/x10qzqhtlr3j

Freestyle videos:




DJ Puerto Roc & Final Outlaw's first collaboration

Last night i was chillen with both of them and i thought i should spotlight them on my blog especially since they dropped a new song like yesterday. The music and videos should speak for themselves. Dude is talented and really inspires me, especially since he's come from nothing. Give him a chance. He also just won 2nd place at the appollo in harlem and will be performing again on the 23rd. Stop sleeping!

"Caught in the Life"

http://hulkshare.com/4r0kjksfi7rh
Cymarshall Law- One MIllion Miles Away

If you LOVE hip-hop there is no doubt in my mind you will like at least the first verse of this song. Pure dopeness and realness. SO do YOURself a favor and download it.

Anyway, i know i haven't spoken much but i been rather preocuppied or speechless or maybe i just haven't had the right words to say. School just started so another hectic semester begins and one of 3 semesters left in my college (undergrad) career. I should be happy i guess. All things must come to end, so people say, and another new phase. Damn, wasn't freshmen year like yesterday and high school like a week ago. And i'm about to be 21, finally, yet i don't even want it to come yet. Slowly but surely it will. I guess i'm not in the greatest mood especially ignoring my homework to write this but there's nothing much i can do about anything. In the past few weeks/2 months this has happend:

-Fall semester ended, Spring Semester began
-Had a 3.48GPA last semester- far better than i've ever done or expected. No c's.
-I've recorded about 30 songs and 20 of them will be on the mixtape. The rest needs to be recorded.
-A girl i dated in high school for a month is now pregnant "interesting?" lol
-I've caught up to Entourage on season 4
-Sleeping habits are out of wack
-Smoked more than i have in my whole life
-Got a 50 dollar ticket for smoking a black n mild while typsy at 2 in the morning "FUCK THE POLICE"
-Seen the very limited playtime i've received decline into the negatives
-Realized i have a career 35 points in college and a carrer high in points (for a single game) in high school at 18.
-Realized my jump shot has gotten REAL but i'm still too scared to dribble or play point guard and everyone concerning basketball has little to no faith.
-Someone said to me today "you have balls for staying on the team after not playing. I would of quit"
-Bought production from DJ Puerto Roc
-See my bank account crying for a check
-Become really good friends with Wade and miss my friendship with DV although i am very understanding
-Been teased, abused, and bullied. "Fuck yall niggaz"
-Watched my basketball team fail misreasbly and can only watch.
-Accepting more and more that i hve a girlfriend
-Working my way to publish something someone has never done
-Become a better poet and lyrisct "Thanks Burgess and rap music"
-Lose my therapist after 3 consecutive years of therapy
-Miss my sisters. Hug my sisters. Wanted to kill my sisters.
-Wonder when i get to have my payback
-Hope to read more

I mean that doesn't sum it all up but you can have some more brief insight into my world.

Before i forget in less than an hour my friend Anthony Sideries will become 21, Happy Birthday man.

I would vent but i need sleep. Love you guys who still check the blog and even if you don't.

Night...

2010 Highlight

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HOME TEAM: Brooklyn College 4-5
TOT-FG 3-PT REBOUNDS
## Player Name FG-FGA FG-FGA FT-FTA OF DE TOT PF TP A TO BLK S MIN
01 John, Amil.......... * 6-11 1-1 3-3 1 1 2 2 16 3 2 0 7 32
02 Hemingway, Ahmad.... * 4-11 0-2 2-2 2 3 5 0 10 3 1 0 4 32
03 Russell, Tyshawn.... * 5-13 2-5 2-4 0 2 2 2 14 3 3 0 2 36
33 Grant, Steven....... * 1-4 0-0 0-0 1 2 3 3 2 0 0 0 0 20
52 Cudjoe, Darnell..... * 5-12 0-0 0-2 4 3 7 0 10 1 1 1 2 31
04 Martinez, Jonathan.. 2-4 0-0 0-0 0 0 0 0 4 0 0 0 1 5
05 Velasquez, Daniel... 1-3 1-2 0-0 0 0 0 1 3 3 1 0 1 9
12 Shea, Brian......... 0-5 0-5 0-0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 1 7
20 Halton, Keiran...... 4-5 0-0 2-2 3 2 5 2 10 0 0 2 1 28
TEAM................ 4 4 1
Totals.............. 28-68 4-15 9-13 15 13 28 10 69 13 9 3 19 200

TOTAL FG% 1st Half: 13-34 38.2% 2nd Half: 15-34 44.1% Game: 41.2% DEADB
3-Pt. FG% 1st Half: 2-7 28.6% 2nd Half: 2-8 25.0% Game: 26.7% REBS
F Throw % 1st Half: 1-4 25.0% 2nd Half: 8-9 88.9% Game: 69.2% 1


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Officials: Dan Frascella (R), Brian Leighton, Kevin Boylan
Technical fouls: Potsdam St.-None. Brooklyn College-None.
Attendance: 35
Score by Periods 1st 2nd Total
Potsdam St.................... 22 35 - 57
Brooklyn College.............. 29 40 - 69
Consolation Game of PNC/Ramada Inn Classic at King's College

This game was the highlight of my season in a nutshell. This is the moment i thought i would have a chance to play this year and this really helped my confidence and ever since i've never gone back. I haven't really played or scored in 2011 but if there's one thing that made this special besides some of my teammates, is this moment. Ever since then i've done really well on the court and as long as a few people respect me then i guess that's what i'll take and deal with. The season has gone to shit though but i hope we can get a third ring. As of right now we're 10-11 on a 3 game losing streak. Fun huh? Sometimes we don't get opportunities and i think basketball is a thing of the past now but i'll always love it even if coaches, players, and who ever else try to ruin it.

Side Note: I hadn't really practiced or played in the last week and when i got into the game i got really out of breath and called for a sub so i may have played longer but who knows. I regret taking myself out so much but nothing i can do about it now. Love you basketball, love jonathan

Congratulations Packers

Very few words to say. I'm back bloggers. Congrats to the pack. Sorry Jay, steelers will try next year. GO JETS.